I remember when things were different
When I felt you with me all the time
You taught me about the person I was
You gave me the desire to change the lives of others
You were all I focused on, all I needed
Somewhere along the line we lost touch
I got distracted by insignificant happenings
I stopped talking to you, I stopped focusing on you
I let that feeling slip away. I let you go
But you never left. You stayed by my side through my avoidance
Now I realize the error of my ways.
I want you back more than ever.
I need that feeling again.
I keep trying to feel for you but I think your pain is pushing me away
I accept it, put it on my shoulders, let me bear it
Through the tears, screaming, and pain
We will get through it
Your pain is my pain
Let me in so I can flourish once again
I can speak your words once again
I can love you once again
The object that pumps life through my veins.
Please let me in. Without you these words have no meaning.
I’m not the man I should be unless I’m in touch with you.
It’s been too long, but I’m ready if you are